if you only knew

Just for the record i am not making this up.

Since Iwas a kid it felt like i was suppost to fight or be in some great battle or something. when I was a kid i felt this but didnt have a single dream untill i started to disbelieve it. It was like a flood they came one after another. the first was an angel encouraging me not to give up. It was nice. But then the discouraging one came when i was in a dream and it was pitch black but i knew something was there so i prayed and i was told to shut up. i didnt have much of a backbone then and i did then i felt like i couldnt move. i woke up sweating from it one night. But after awhile i changed and started fighting back. i had one dream where i felt like there was something there but i couldnt see it. i amagined a sword in my hand and swong away and i hit something, it felt good when i woke up to know that i fought back. Now im 15 going on 16 and some times they never stop, big loud voice, headaches, and never ending battles.

My dad told me that when he was with my mom they would get bad dreams trying to break them appart before i was born. Saying that he would fight a demon-woman who turned into a 2 headed dog. they are now apart but im here arnt i.

A few months back i had contact with a woman not knowing if it was a demon or angel. i was a sleep in my room for a while and iwkoe up i was on the left side of the bed on the top and my head was facing the right side of the room so i turned my head to the left slowly to check the room and nobody was there and i saw the clock right in front of my face and it said 2:19 so i turned my head back to the middle of the room and saw a woman on her nees on the bed on the left side at the bottom. i distictively remeber the light shining on her legs and seeing the curles of her hair. i closed my eyes and did nothing but in a couple seconds i bolted up and looked around to see if she was there and she was gone. i checked and double checked the doors and they were all locked so i thought it was a dream but when i saw the clock it said 2:20 and i freaked out.

The next day i called him and told him. he didnt know what to tell but that to just becarful and i am. i have had alot worse situations happen to me but i go on with life being possitive and i know this because people tell me i am the most positive person they know.

So i am saying that those of u with these dreams u r not the only ones. try to contact me my email is tearofdemon11@aol.com .

i might be able to help u.
pray that the guy downstairs doesnt start the battle on earth to soon.

Author: defender77

July 15th, 2008 at 1:15 pm in Uncategorized