Ok. I’m not really sure how to go about this and I’ve just stumbled upon this site while trying to research on the meaning of my dreams. They seem to unfold as a story over a period of time and it started last year each of them have about a 1 to 2 months break in between. I would love to have some light shed on this please because it really made me worry a whole darn lot.
Dream 1
It began about fall of last year and the start of my dream series.
The dream scape was old, musty, moldy yet technologically advanced than what we have today. There were lots of books in language that I don’t know but the dream me knows and actively sought out books in the library where majority of the beginning of my dream revolves around. Researching. It was in a castle. A school of sorts with lots of vines and moss and it was relatively dark. It seems to be set in the middle ages or the time before. For some reason, several people were telling me that something is coming and I have to run or get away yet some people, and my own reluctance, were preventing me from leaving.
I was then hearing things. Voices. Whispers that were haunting me, trying to get me. Then suddenly I realized that I was in a mad chase where I’m running away from something unknown but it gripped my heart in fear. I kept looking back while I run to check who was chasing me but the voice of the chaser kept following me. Somehow or another, there was a rose maze and in my desperation, 2 pairs of white wings sprouted from my back and I started to fly in a frenzy to the market place, away from the castle. There were people (my friends and a supposed love interest in dream) tried to help me but they were brought down. Halfway through flying, my feathers started to molt and fall off. The skin covering the bones of the wings started to burn and decompose and I fell several feet above the ground and broke a few bones. Some parts of the wing bones are visible and a pile of white feathers(that molted off from my wings) were scattered in a pile around me. I saw a split second of darkness and I found myself in the hall of the castle and I was trapped in a huge cage.
People were watching from a distance and crying and screaming my dream me name. I was crying in fear and was trying desperately to find hope. Then I heard the same harsh voice that said, ‘No matter how many lives you have or go through. No matter how much you run from me. I WILL find you and you CAN’T escape.’ Then a whole swamp of greenish flies from different directions got into the cage and clustered together. They shot through my stomach and morphed into a broadsword that was glowing with green flames and words (unreadable to me but readable to dream me that is apparently the name of a Devil) and burned my body alive in agony. I woke up and felt severely sick. My stomach also felt like something went through it and my body was in cold sweat.
Dream 2
This dream took place on Christmas eve- Christmas day
It is a pretty short one for this but it shows of 2 world that I am able to get into. One is our physical world and another, the somewhat spiritual world via mirror. In this dream, I am also somewhat a researcher, always surrounded by books in the spiritual world. The world is like the ruins of Aztec of sorts and have lots of lingering spirits, djinns and the likes. There are people who are able to travel in because they have accepted ’special powers’. The me in my dream had the gift of nullification, barrier/shield and spirit-body separation. They can be done both in the spiritual world and human world. In the physical world, there is a location, a beach to be exact, that have strange sightings and people being missing or turning up dead. I and my group of friends went to check things out and I acted as a bait (since my body goes into hibernation mode after soul separation). However, after my soul came out of my body, I felt this great sense of sadness and regret from the surroundings. Its like, the feelings of those lost souls and the beach just flowed into me. When the high tide came in, spirits claimed the beach and took lives with them back when the high tide was about to leave. I followed them, almost hypnotized and I looked back to my body and friends with great longing- as though I wouldn’t see them again. Teared, turned my back and walk into the sea and I woke up with a tingling feeling (in a bad sense) and cold sweat again.
Dream 3
Scarily enough, this dream took place on the eve to the day of new year and it somewhat depicts the final war between God and Satan. At least in my opinion. I’m not sure if its a response from God because I prayed to him that I am at a crossroad and I’m starting to lose faith in Him and I asked him to show me the path and renew my faith in God.
In there, my mom decided to bring our whole family to supposedly Cebu much to my dream me annoyance. (Prior to this dream I have no idea where Cebu is or of its existence) While sitting in the bus, traveling to our hotel, the location was dark, dusty and in construction. There were several people in black clothing of all sorts that were hanging around and staring at us ferociously as though they want to devour the tourists. Dream me was extremely on guard and suspicious. Like a nagging instinct that keeps yelling ‘SOMETHING IS WRONG! GET AWAY FROM HERE NOW’. On the way, there was a beautiful old church (that’s somewhat destroyed) was surrounded by more people in black that were sneering and glaring at us. Suddenly, as though we’ve gotten out of a huge rain cloud, the town became sunny, bright and warm. And I was even more suspicious when I noticed that those in black did not dare to step past the invisible line of territory.
We entered the hotel and the interior is like a church. Huge and magnificent. Lots of lighting, statues of saints, angels, Jesus, Virgin Mary and the likes. There were gold trimmings and the rest of it is made up of white marble and the design was almost Greek with a slight Roman taste. There was an opening prep talk by a priest and I’ve noticed ‘unclean’ things mingling amongst human, cursing them, possessing them and stuff. Dream me was alarmed and when one tried to do something to dream me, dream me started to speak psalms, bible passages, sing hymns and recite prayers instinctively to exorcise them. Dream me then went to confront the tour guide and found out that the town was infested and is the first place in Asia to be attacked by Satan’s minions. It marks the start of the apocalypse and all tour guides were to be trained with basic priesthood training to help protect tourists. Dream-me was noticed after a few situations whereby I was forced to exorcise and lift curses though dream me was unable to cast out devils that have possessed human bodies as I, a female, am unclean. I then joined the Vatican -exorcise order- against my wishes (due to my innate instinctual ability), by force and was given a code name.
There were 3 robes given for initiation. One is the Mass or ceremonial robe (pure white priest garb for mass with golden linings but no marking for mine), another is a black sister-nun outfit and the last is a simple white dress for cleansing ritual as the me in dream is often tainted and have to go through several cleansing ritual each time I got tainted.
Dream me’s personality is much more harsher than mine and much more vicious though the violent tendency is still relatively the same. Halfway through though, dream me is able to combust demons upon skin contact. Several time, dream me met this guy in black coat that seems to be a relatively high rank person of the other faction and is able to curse and defeat me till a brink of death. Each curse makes a part of my body to turn into dry clay and be cracked and crumble, so I have to be rushed into the cleansing ritual tub (more like a whole open-air greek bathroom) for at least 3 days or more alone. Last before I awoke, the high priest was mentioning that although dream me have great potential, I am also a cursed being that created a whole lot of limitations.
Dream 4
About April or May, I dreamt that I was surrounded by wolves. Or rather, the wolves sought me out and I felt a pull towards them which led me to the area that the dwell in during a full moon. In there, it seems like the pack of wolves and dream were linked and formed a pack with each other with me sitting in the middle and the wolves surrounded me in a tamed manner, next to a lake or stream. Then the environment changed to me kneeling down in a subdued manner with the top part of my back naked and one white wing out on my right while my left was saw and ripped out. The area where the left wing was removed then had a seal burned into my skin in the traditional manner to brand me as a ’seal’ or ‘cursed’ person. When I woke up in cold sweat, the area where the seal was burned at, it was tingling in an eerie manner as though to remind me – yes, it did happened. It wasn’t just a dream.
And I noticed that majority of my dreams showed that I have a sort of seal or cursed placed on me and it keeps emphasizing the fact that dream me is a cursed/marked individual and I’m really worried as to what it means. I tried looking up at dream dictionaries and symbolism but I honestly draw no links to them. If anybody is able to analyze them for me, it would be most helpful!
Thank you in advance!
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