I can’t stop thinking about these nightmarish visions. I haven’t had one in a few weeks. Which means that any night now, I’m going to have another one. Just a matter of time. Hell, I’ll probably have one tonight because I’m thinking about it so much.
Is someone, or something, trying to tell me something significant through this recurring dream??? Because I cannot think of any other reason that I have had the same one for the last 10 years, and why I expect that I will continue to have them for however much longer.
Here’s the conclusion I have been brought to. My 2 cents is always free…

[The end IS near, and it will be in the form of a massive nuclear holocaust. The human race will be decimated, and it will be exactly how I have witnessed it in my sleep for the last decade. I will be one of the countless casualties; I’m going to be blown away in the attacks. My family, my friends, my neighbors too. It’s a destiny I feel I am bound to. I also feel that I am not having these to learn how to escape it. Rather, I am being shown the steps I must take before it is too late for my soul, before I am damned to Hell. What I (and they, too, but I can’t tell them; I can’t force my beliefs upon others; I’m no dictator) need to do now is to repent and come back to the path God wants me to be on, before it’s too late for me to do so. Because if I don’t, I’m going to burn in Hell after I burn in my skin.]

I don’t want to think this. I don’t want these dreams to be anything more than crazy, senseless nightmares that I dwell on entirely too much. I don’t want to be seeing the morbid fate of humanity. It’s easier to accept the fact that this is delusion, than to accept the fact that this is truth.

What do you think? Comments welcome, and encouraged.

Author: FoosballWizard

September 30th, 2007 at 6:30 pm in Philosophy and Religion

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